Alexandra K Dietz “A Serpents Voice”

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Alexandra K Dietz is an international photographer currently based in Costa Rica, whose work has been focused on exploring culture, identity, and intimacy, for the past 15-years. Womenā€™s experiences have been her main inspiration.Ā The aesthetic of her photos possesses an organic familiarity achieved through conversation and mutual confiding.

A Serpentā€™s Voice is a multimedia photo series about queer womenā€™s experiences of sexual assault. Each participant tells their story while also shedding a metaphorical ā€œskinā€ (liquid latex) symbolizing healing, liberation from trauma, and renewal.

Those of us who have been sexually assaulted often have out-of-body experiences. The violence we have gone through leaves us feeling disconnected with a lack of autonomy over our physical selves. To symbolize this sense of physical alienation, participants are coated in 3 layers of liquid latex representing the abuse and pain carried for years. It is a cathartic process that captures a moment of reflection and empowerment.

“The child my mother had before me was a product of rape and I think I was carrying her pain and sorrow from that child. So my first experience with trauma was through the womb of my mother.”

-Melissa

ā€œHe choked me unconsciousā€¦ When he finished, I stood up but I was in shock. He just seemed neutral or happy evenā€¦ I tried to go to work the next day but had to leave for the first time in years. I couldnā€™t swallow. It wasnā€™t until my friend used the word rape that I felt everything.ā€

-Jen

“No one was paying any attention… I just remember I looked over at one point and there was this dead dog in a cage and I was like, Iā€™m going to die under this underpass and everyone is just going to be like, Oh Ashley she shouldnā€™t have gone to Cairo.”

-Ash

“Two weeks is how long I knew the first guy, 7 years is how long I knew the second guy… You can never tell.”

-Savannah

ā€œHe was suffocating me and I instinctively knew I canā€™t make a sound or heā€™ll kill me. I saw a figure sort of open the door, then close the door and walk away. InĀ that moment I knew nobody cares what happens to me. I was 8 years old.ā€

-Leigh

ā€œI grew up in Mexico and there was a candy man who welcomed me inside his house to see the candies. Thatā€™s when he approached me more physically, more personal. He made me get undressed. I feel like I was doing something really bad but didnā€™t have any choice other than to just keep going. I was 11 years old at that moment,ā€

Gahly

ā€œI remember thinking how does the person next door not know this is happening to me? How does the person upstairs not know? ā€¦ Of course I understand they couldnā€™t have, but what makes me really mad is when people do know and do nothing.ā€

-Heather

Iā€™m an empathetic human who had all her rights taken away at 4 years old, but Iā€™m not the abuse that happened to meā€¦ I continue to shed the skin I came in with and the things that no longer serve my body, mind, and spirit. Iā€™m standing up saying, -Yes, I cut myself because I didnā€™t know what else to do.

-Leigh

ā€œI think about the clothes I wore, like a lotā€¦ I thought I definitely looked cute, maybe a little flirty, but not like rape me pleaseā€¦ā€

Savannah

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